I can’t
write more than you . I can’t write anything of you .
I am extremely perplexed what to say about you . I want to identify you also to erase you . Throwing to the corner . Currently imagined to the threads of standing in the edge of the mountain where mist blooming my head and also in beach where waves and breeze dashing my leg. To the moody coffee I am holding and physically on the couch with a moist eyes looking the sunset . Eyelids are sober. A motion less body for hours. Worlds are not fit together it made to adjust and to make space in it.
Why it is tough to fit you . You don’t make me easier to know myself . they say 'Leave those who trouble you' but why can’t I leave you . This hits hard where leaving you doesn’t make me significant. To be cheesy I can’t live or function without you. You are the probable essence in my life . Likewise the darkness, devil made into my life.
You make me smile , you make me torn apart to feel the joy. You rekindle me in every tough,I face to fight. You are the shine who make the light to protrude in me for times. You gave the witty vikes in me . You run hard for me. You strive me to the best and working. You immensely support though it is stupid or to be criticized. You owe me everything. You are potential to my building . So far you are the best happened in me.
You are hard to understand tough to regret . A wealthy treasure now turns the drift to fall and fail more and more. Not enough to think a stand and say it loud . You became my lazy love. momentously you prove innocence and at a same time the cunning. A tough choice playing in my life .neither I could hug your presence nor leave your hands. I hate the part you rule me but to my surprise I welcome you . I am the wimp in the darkness you created . You are the void in the grace.
You are the coin of two side, devil and God flips to be stable . Can’t predict the flip by probability . The consciousness and the will makes its way outward . The possible and impossible are to be said and done . You are way more than I write and type, in the letters of you known languages. I don’t think you are found of me and to this writing. Did you ever love me?. I think it is complication for you also I don’t know where can I find the answer and who’s and whom are staying in you heart . You love someone than me at times but also you never left hand. I love them, you feel them. You are internal. I vigour as your external. You are the course . You are mysterious .
Let’s me ask this directly to you,
“WHO ARE YOU?”
BY TWINSTAR
